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azngurlmia08
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

okay so i got tired of this xanga cuz i dint lyk the name since it was jus my old sn so yea... my new xanga...

www.xanga.com/the_weird_tropical_one

later...leave comments n props in my new xanga

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

yesterday was a quad game for our basketball teams...so i played my game n then watched the rest of the games...we ended up losing sorta by a lot to santa clara but at least we dint lose as bad as fremont...i had a horrible game...or an "off day" as you could say...dang it...

then after our game...i watched the jv boys varsity girls n varsity boys wtih inez cathy n sharon...i hung out with jina elissa sammy sean n alyson also...but yea...we lost all 4 games so that sucks...but hopefully the varsity boys will get them next time czu they were really close...

then today...i went to inez's house for a mini birthday party with toni n lauren...

well thas all for now...2 more days of the weekend...hopefully ill find something to do besides going to practice on monday...

later...

**still confused...**

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Friday, January 14, 2005

yea i was bored again cuz my brother and his girlfriend took over the tv...so i decided to change my layout again...ive had this one before so yea...nothing new...

gonna get ready to go out with the team n then going to the quad game...hopefully wer gonna kick santa clara's ass....

later....good luck to the jv boys, varsity girls, and varsity guys...

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

quad game tomorrow...

starts at 3...n goes till lyk 8ish...go to tino n cheer all the teams on

later...have a good 4 day weekend...

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

toni: snap
inez: crackle
me: pop

haha wer the rice krispies...toni always says "oh snap" so i decided that inez and i could finish it off and be the rice crispies...being the clever person i am...JUS KIDDING...anyways...

we went to ihop for avid finals today...omg i thot i was gonna throw up..i got so sick cuz i ate heinz ketchup...and i ate HELLA...and if i eat a lot of heinz ketchup i get sick...cuz i can only have del monte...cuz im retarded lyk taht so yea...

theo schapp and i are good at prank calling ppl...we got jd goooooood....haha he was looking around for the longest time but he said he could hear me lafing int eh background so that gave it away...dang...me and my dang lafs...oh well it was still good...

i swear my legs are f***in messed up...everytime i run..it hurts in a different spot...i wanna chop my legs off and get new fresh ones that wont ever hurt...its either my shins or my calves or my ankles or my knees or the whole leg...it sucks ass...

later...

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YOU WERE ONLY IN MAI WAY... do you enjoy hurting me? do you enjoy messing with mai head? do you enjoy seeing me break down and cry? it seems lyk i dont even noe you anymore...u used to be the one that i could turn to and talk to about anything...the one that i could feel so comfortable with...the one that i could hang out with and totally feel mai self with...i cant turn and talk to you without crying...i cant feel totally comfortable around you anymore knowing that ur the one thas hurt me so many times...i cant even look at you wondering if ur gonna hurt me once again...u were one of mai best friends last year...then things changed the first day of school...i thot maybe it was jus cuz school was different for us...but then things never changed back...i wrote to you how i felt and u dint seem to do anything about it...then after a while of talking to you and ignoring you and avoiding you and falling for you...things started to sort of get better...then you did something to make me really mad...you noticed that i was mad at you cuz i hung up on you 3 times and was a bitch to you...you asked me if i wanted you to change but i dint noe...well i do noe...i jus couldn't find the rite words to tell you...but then you said that the next day we were gonna talk...you swore...but then we dint even talk about it...you went on acting lyk nothing happened again...then one friday...it was amazing...i was able to act lyk mai self and i could tell you were able to also...that friday was one of the best days in a looooong time...but then i new that after that...you were gonna ignore me again and act lyk i wasn't even there...you sure seem to be good at that...well now...things are kinda different cuz i saw sumthing that i wish i never saw...it wasn't that big of a deal but it still hurt...a lot...but now...i dont noe how things are...the only one that noes is you...but we never talk about wuts going on..we never talk about how we feel...thas all i want...i jus wanna noe wuts going on or wuts gonna happen...i hate you so much but i love you just the same...how do you feel?do you want me to go away? do you want me to stop trying? do u wanna go on living life knowing that ur losing a friend day by day? cuz if u do..then all u gotta do is tell me...its not that hard...maybe we weren't meant to be friends...i thot we could jus ignore the fact that ive been falling for you on and off for almost 7 months...we could jus end up being friends again...but sure dont seem to want taht...ur not making this any easier for me...maybe i jus wish it were easy but its not easy for the both of us...but apparently..from the way ur treating me...i have no feelings...i have no thots...so i guess i have no say in this...w.e...whatever floats ur boat...sorry for putting u thru all this trouble wen all u do is avoid life...i hate you...but i love you so much...everyday i wonder if you still see me...mai friend told me that u used to lyk me...and wen she asked you how about now..u smiled and told her that u dint noe how much i lyked you...she made it seem as if you still lyked me...she said that you made it seem as if you still lyk me..but i sure as hell dont beleive her...you noe why? cuz u dont show it..u dont seem to care about how i feel or wut im going through rite now...spending time with you taht one saturday with two of our good friends made me think...it made me think that maybe you just mite lyk me...but that you also may not...part of the time you acted as if you lyked me...but part of the time we were jus friends...yea i love being jus friends with you but if thas all wer gonna be then jus tell me...jus act lyk friends instead of part of the time acting as if you lyk me...you leave me hanging here holding onto thin air...you sometimes leave me here wishing that i never met you so that i wouldn't hafta go through all this..but then i know that if i never met you...mai life wouldn't be complete...yea i wouldn't have anything missing cuz i wouldn't noe about you...but my life..i can tell you now..wouldn't be the same...and so i love you...but i dont think you even care...maybe im wrong...but from my point of view...i think the love you used to have for me..supposedly...has gone away and is never coming back...

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